The age old question must be asked... why does life have to be so difficult? I love my life, but at times I feel like a am stretched and pulled too many ways... I feel like I have to fix everyone and everything, like i have to make everyone happy even if that means sacrificing a piece of myself. In that mix of trying to fix everything and everyone else I forget to fix myself.
I have been thinking alot about the last year of my life.. family fractured...old friends lost... new friends added. There are times when I wish I could rewind a year ago to a time when I was blissfully unaware of everything and everyone was happy and thing just ticked along.
Then I realize that the past is the past, you cannot take back things already said, things change that we cannot control. If it could all be fixed then I would happily fix it... but I cannot.
So I guess I need to work on putting the pieces of myself back together. Then maybe I won't miss those broken things so much.
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