Thankful

I sit here at work in the middle of the night and I get to thinking alot about the craziness that is going on with the people I love and their relationships. I have been married 8 years today and that pleases me greatly, especially in a time were no one seems to take marriage vows seriously. It still makes me think very hard about why this is happening, because some of the people that have gotten divorced or are getting divorced I never would have imagined in a million years.

Case #1 Lovely Cortnie who's was-band decided that life was just not fun anymore... how much fun can one have?!?!... He was willing to throw away a wonderful lovely wife and a beautiful family... for what??? I horse faced whore and 2 more children... I bet life is real fun now!!

Case #2 My Mom and Dad... After 30 years of marriage apparently my mom decided that she didn't want to be with the man who adored her and would walk across fire to make her happy.. i guess she is happy with an alleged drug dealing piece of crap who I am sure is preying on an emotional pre-menopausal woman.

I don't seem to understand what makes people do the things that they do.. I try to rationalize all this and the only thing I can think is that you can only try and fight with all your might to keep your life and marriage together.. but ultimately life sometimes fails you and you have to realize that you are worth it and love will be found again.

Maybe I'm sleep deprived.. maybe I am crazy .. I don't know... just thought a blog would be good to vent.