Thankful

I sit here at work in the middle of the night and I get to thinking alot about the craziness that is going on with the people I love and their relationships. I have been married 8 years today and that pleases me greatly, especially in a time were no one seems to take marriage vows seriously. It still makes me think very hard about why this is happening, because some of the people that have gotten divorced or are getting divorced I never would have imagined in a million years.

Case #1 Lovely Cortnie who's was-band decided that life was just not fun anymore... how much fun can one have?!?!... He was willing to throw away a wonderful lovely wife and a beautiful family... for what??? I horse faced whore and 2 more children... I bet life is real fun now!!

Case #2 My Mom and Dad... After 30 years of marriage apparently my mom decided that she didn't want to be with the man who adored her and would walk across fire to make her happy.. i guess she is happy with an alleged drug dealing piece of crap who I am sure is preying on an emotional pre-menopausal woman.

I don't seem to understand what makes people do the things that they do.. I try to rationalize all this and the only thing I can think is that you can only try and fight with all your might to keep your life and marriage together.. but ultimately life sometimes fails you and you have to realize that you are worth it and love will be found again.

Maybe I'm sleep deprived.. maybe I am crazy .. I don't know... just thought a blog would be good to vent.

Burnt Cremation

So I decided to grill some chicken for supper. It turns out that we were out of propane for the grill, so instead I fire up the little smokey joe charcoal grill... I think the coals are ready so I put the chicken on... a good amount of time passes by and the chicken is totally not cooking, so I take it off and I add some more charcoal. The chicken is now cooked... really cooked!! I giggle because as Michael takes a bite it crunches... Sarah picks up a piece looks at it and puts it back down on the plate . Michael looks at me and says " I should have been eating this the first year of marriage not the 8th"... I don't really know what the heck happened but I do know that I should NOT man the grill anymore..Burnt cremation is not my idea of yummy supper!

Long day... fairly sleep deprived and I'm in quite the mood! Sarah and Aaron know how to push the buttons today and I feel like a water retaining sea cow!

So I had a great idea... I'm gonna weigh myself, BAD IDEA!! I am... are you ready for this 30 pounds heavier then I was this time last year.

So no pity party here.. I've devised an action plan, I'm a firm believer that you are responsible for your actions.

Tomorrow starts a new day and a new plan. I pulled out my weight watchers stuff and I'm joining up again.. jumping back on the wagon.. here we go.... I can do it.

Birth Control

Why do you want to get a vascectomy honey?.... are you sure you don't want more kids?... I would really like 1 more I somewhat plead with him...he says heck no.. I come from a big family... it's not fun!!. That was 2 years ago.

Well I spent today with 3 children.. a 4 year old and two 2 year olds.. and even though they were all well behaved... I am very thankful that my Michael stood strong and had his manhood snipped!

I am now happy and content with my little family with 2 kids.

beautiful dancer

So I decided to relax and watch one of my favorite movies Dirty Dancing while the kids were taking a nap.... well the nap didn't happen... what did happen was one beautiful little girl dancing and grooving in her own world to all the great music in the movie! That to me is what life is all about.. watching your kids in a moment like that.
I guess I'm gonna have a future with dance in it...

Friggin State of Michigan!!

For two and a half long years I have worked my butt of to complete Nursing school, I did this for my our contentment as well as to help give my family a comfortable life. I Had a kid and didn't miss a beat.. I made it through crazy clinicals, crazy instructors , making my husband completely crazy having to at times do more that his share of our daily life..

Now here I sit almost 8 WEEKS after graduation waiting on the Friggin State of Michigan department of health to tell me when I can schedule the most important test of my life.. I called and I got this answer from a man that I am picturing as a small disgruntled paper pusher.... We got your application on May 24 and "SHE" is running at 8 weeks to process... Am I to assume that there is one lone lady sitting among a mountain of RN applications. Why would there not be an increase in staff for the busiest time of the year for graduates wanting to take the NCLEX... oh I know, Michigan's economy is in the toilet right now!!

I would have tolerated the little mans answer if he would have had a tone of civility in his voice. I don't care if he is possibly in a job he hates.. I have to do my job with courtesy and manners.. I expect the same from others... You don't have to be nice but you do have to be polite!

So now I wait.. in a state of limbo waiting for the all important ATT ( authorization to test). From the lovely State of Michigan.

Peer Pressure!!

Ok Ok so I finally caved and made one of these blog thingies :-) I don't think I have anything interesting to post, however my BFF's tell me otherwise... They say you can blog on anything and people will wanna read it. So here we go... however boring my page appears, I will blog dang it!! If for no other reason then to fall to the peer pressure and fit in with my BFF's. Love ya girls